Nooooooooooooo!!!!

No no no no no!!! This is truly awful!!! The Amazon Breakthrough Novel Award has just come to my attention. Do you know what this is? Do you know what this is?!?!?!?! If you win, you get a $15,000 publishing contract with freaking Penguin!!! Do you know when the deadline is? February 7th. I feel like my life is ending. Why have I wasted all this time not finishing things? Why is there not one single manuscript I can submit?? Why why why?? And I call myself a writer. Folly. I fail. I have, I kid you not, about fifty unfinished manuscripts sitting on my hard drive. Why, why, why, couldn’t I just get over myself and finish one? Just one?? I am sorely disappointed in myself.

In other news, my script no longer has a title. I’m taking my annoyance out on it and changing it. Besides, “The Wind Blew West” just sounds cool, but it doesn’t actually fit the story. Go figure.

*kicks trash can* AARRRGGH!!!!!!

2 thoughts on “Nooooooooooooo!!!!”

  1. lol, I saw it as well and really just kicked myself. Then, I got quiet, thought about it a bit, and decided to plan for next year. I saw what the competition was like by reading about the books who won. What they like ect.

    Good luck with Script Frenzy, I’ll see you there. πŸ˜‰

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    1. lol yes, you’re right πŸ™‚ In the moment, though, it was rather traumatic haha. Good luck to you, too πŸ™‚

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